Nicholas LaClair Photographer and Director for Print and Film


11
Feb/09
0

in honest ignorance we must act

I thought of courage and of cowardice, and how we are all brave and terrified each in our own way and our private changing proportion, and I thought of honesty and deception, and the dance of life they make, for it is exactly when we come closest to another that we are turned away with a lie, and blunder forward on a misconception, moving to understand ourselves on the platitudes and lies of the past. And, vaguely, thinking of certain words not as words but as the serious divisions of my experience, and every man's experience is serious to himself, I thought of such couples as love and hate, and victory and defeat, and what it was to feel warm and what it was to be cool ... but I knew that finally one must do, simply do, for we act in total ignorance and yet in honest ignorance we must act, or we can never learn for we can hardly believe what we are told, we can only measure what has happened inside ourselves.

-Norman Mailer

4
Feb/09
1

Sharpness is overrated





A while back a friend of mine sold me a Zorki - a Soviet copy of an old 40's Leica. It's super cheap, super simple with no meter or name-brand glass. It's been a long time since I've shot film as small as 35mm ...

But I've been sucked in by the simplicity of such a camera, and the possibilities in a simple roll of 400. Nowadays, when I can change my 5D's ISO every other frame, it's nice to have a simpler set of tools, and I'm finding I like dragging the shutter down to 1/8 or less in low light and being able to shoot the same film at high noon.

Also, I find tack sharp images scary ... jarring. I like grain, and I live for images that are soft like a pillow. Though I love leica glass, the zorki's lens seems to do a good job of that.

Here are some recent shots from it, processed in my bathroom. Excuse my dust - I'm too tired to retouch at the moment ...

so here they are - raw.

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